Beyond the Misconceptions: a Story about Recovery from Schizophrenia

Schizophrenia is considered one of the most misunderstood mental illnesses, often erroneously portrayed in the media. 23 to 24 million people live with schizophrenia, a condition which can negatively impact a person’s family and social lives and limit educational and occupational opportunities. While the condition can present significant challenges for one’s personal and family life, recovery is not only possible, it happens every day at Clubhouses around the world– where people find support, connection, purpose and opportunities to thrive.Hattie P. from the Tampa area knows this all too well. She was diagnosed with anxiety, Autism and ADHD when she was young and later on bi-polar disorder. It wasn’t until Hattie turned 23 that she learned she was living with schizophrenia. The signs were there much earlier though. “In elementary school I used to hear and see things and would get so upset. It scared me and would make me cry. I would have horrible fits in school and I was bullied and picked on a lot. Everyone hated me including the teachers because of my outbursts. Kids did not like me because I was different.”

Two years ago her mother was looking for something that could help Hattie and she discovered Vincent House in Pasco County, FL. Hattie recalls being a bit shy on that first tour. Staff say it took a little time for the Clubhouse way to click with Hattie, but today it’s her second home.

“Without Clubhouse I would be stuck in my room playing online games with fake friends. For the first time in my life, I’ve made real friends who really care about me. Clubhouse allows me to be myself without any labels. Here everyone is more accepting. They see me as a human who is creative and funny—and bringing smiles to people’s faces.”

There are so many misconceptions about schizophrenia and the people who live with the illness. Hattie wants people to know this is not a one size fits all disorder. “There are variances within schizophrenia. It’s a spectrum and not everyone experiences the same symptoms.” Hattie says it can be a struggle but thanks to the right diagnosis, medications, and the comprehensive support she gets from her Clubhouse, she is now able to manage the illness.

The truth is she’s doing better than managing, Hattie is thriving at Vincent House. Recently she applied to live in housing that’s being built on the Clubhouse property. At 24 years old she is ready to have her own space. “I want to be more independent and living on property will allow me to be close to Clubhouse friends. I’m excited for the day I can have guests over for a chip and dip party at my place!”

Hattie is also looking forward to working again. Previously she worked at the Pasco County Housing Authority, a position she found and secured through her Clubhouse Transitional Employment program. “I absolutely loved that job and am eager to work again. Next time I really want to work somewhere fast-paced, like a restaurant. It would help me feel accomplished and the pay will help me sustain myself.”

Hattie is living proof that recovery is possible. When she walked through the Clubhouse doors for the first time, she needed help but today she is the person offering assistance to other members. “When one of my friends is dealing with the voices I tell her I’m here and we can get through this together. Let’s hug it out. I give her comfort and let her know she is not alone.”

That’s the message of Clubhouse, you are not alone. Learn more about the incredible Clubhouse Model that is changing lives and see if there is a Clubhouse near you.